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Deming

by FARSEEK

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1.
Just as everybodys getting comfortable things've got to change. Life'll stir shit up. We need to be okay with decisions that we make. I'm always feeling like I don't want things to change but it's usually for the better. I've come to welcome change in everything except for the weather. I would embrace infinitely sunny says and sweltering humid nights. Dreary grey days flushed with rain are way too prevalent and it lacks some of the variance but I'm sure I'll eventually miss it.
2.
I just wish you'd respect my autonomy 'cause if you know I wanted to see you then I would. But all you care about is control and dominance. To emerge with everything in tact. It'll never be that way again. You refuse to assume responsibility. When the going got hard, you just couldn't keep up. Neglect induced psychosis should have woken you the fuck up. Things won't be fine if you play oblivious. You can't change the narrative to fit your agenda.
3.
Can I come see you when we're passing through? 'Cause I fucking love you. And I miss you so damn bad. I've got the kind of platonic love for you that burns so good. Yeah my friends, you're all so strong. There's no convincing me that you're not great.
4.
I love watching you succeed doing what you love. It makes me happy. I love all my friends. I'd do anything for any of you. I don't want you to hurt more than you have to. Just know I'll always be there for you. If I could give you all my money I would. Without you, I wouldn't be half as good at being the person I want to be. You make me free of anxieties.
5.
Feel Alive 02:48
I just wanted you to know that I'm never gonna go away. There's no place that I'm gonna move if it means living without you. I just wanted you to know that you make me feel alive 100% of the time. I love that so much. That you make me feel alive 100% of the time. I just wanted you to know that you add so much to my life and I love doing things for you because I think our love is true. I love taking you to work and the days that I make you coffee and eggs. And I love learning about your studies and learning about what makes your brain tick.
6.
All I want is to get ahead. And all you fucking care about is how much I can line your fucking pockets. And how many dollars you can cut off your bottom line. We weren't born to be a cog in your fucking machine, man. Without us you'd make little to nothing. Give us what we deserve: a fair fucking chance. Cut off your bottom line.
7.
Jackass 01:07
Every time you talk about how much you hate your ex girlfriend in front of a room full of strangers to end, I want my life to fucking end. When will this trend fucking end? I want your life to fucking end. I never thought I could cringe so hard or so fucking often. You're a misogynistic nerd. Just get the fuck over it. I don't want to listen to your stupid fucking song that normalizes hating women.
8.
Interlude 00:19
9.
Pennsylvania 01:59
I remember fondly being drunk in your basement in Philly and snapping the volume knob off of my guitar. The sounds of old drum machines ringing out in my dreams. Care free at the end of tour. And even though I can't afford guitar strings 'cause we partied too hard in Boston, being broke always finds a way to kick your ass. Oh Pennsylvania has so many people that seem to show amazing kindness. I've had moments where I found myself on a roof. I've got others of expended youth. There's reasons this is all I want to do.
10.
The main problem I have with being emotionally aware is that somehow it's my fault when my head in the air or under the clouds. I'm not responsible for being born a way and I do my best to not let it rule most days like it used to. But don't shove it in my face when it won't stay away. Sometimes it's just not my fault. I don't want to be held to a standard so high that I should feel shame for feeling how I feel.
11.
Interlude II 00:13
12.
Just Being 02:03
I feel the worst when I'm standing still. I need to be out screaming in bands to kill the big-bad-mother-fucking-sad. To kill that fucker bad. 'Cause when I'm standing still, there's always more to be had. The dull moments give me clarity. To show me this isn't how life's supposed to be. I'd rather wear my body out then sit around full of doubt wondering what my life could finally be. It's just being isn't as easy as it used to be.
13.
That Summer 03:32
I miss when everything was more simple than this. We used to hang out after school and I was a fucking fool for you. With our mixed tapes and our swapped tastes. Now we're both singing 'bout how our lives are at home. You own all the same Promise Ring CD's as me and that's how I know that you're the one for me. Remember when we saw Best Coast that summer and how the lights made it feel like a movie? I'm glad that when I listen to crazy for you that I think of you.

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Recorded at various times throughout 2018

"Songs feel like a journey going from calm and smooth to almost atmospheric instrumental moments and then energetic and memorable choruses." —Media Dissection

4.5/5 — thedoesntsuck.com

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released June 28, 2019

all songs were written and recorded by Cameron Harrison in his bedroom.

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